April is normally known in literary circles as National Poetry Month but unofficially in my mind it has a second, even better title – Read and Grade Outside Month. I always find that I am less productive in the spring but much more poetic / drowsy (which is not necessarily a bad thing).
During those tentative spring weekends, at the first sign of glorious Bay Area weather, I sprint outdoors, laden with piles of paper, my trusty colorful felt pens and a tall glass of apple juice, vowing that the time away from my computer will turn me into a lean-mean grading machine. Instead, I morph into some suburban sighing Wordsworth who spends all her time marveling at the flowers blooming, the sound of her neighbor’s wind-chimes tinkling softly in the distance, and the sweet-smelling breeze gently playing with her hair, knocking her long-forgotten papers to the ground. It takes a good ten minutes of watching a spider crawl up a wall or staring down a squirrel trying to plant a peanut into a flowerbox to realize that my mind has wandered entirely away from my students’ own efforts at creation.
But more than just grading outside, spring is the time when my reading habits change. Just as I peel off my thick knitted sweaters to expose my luminescent arms and skim off the serious comments on their essays; once I see that first hint of green, I start searching for that perfect farming / outdoorsy work book to read. In this mood over the past few years I’ve polished off works like Animal, Vegetable, Miracle (Kingsolver); Little Heathens (Kalish); The Maine Woods (Thoreau), and well, you get the general picture. This year it’s been two books for me – The Blueberry Years by Jim Minick (recently finished) and The Dirty Life by Kristin Kimball (just arrived today in the mail).
Now, as much as I love to say my emphasis is eco. lit., anyone who knows me relatively well also realizes that I am not the world’s greatest expert on flora, fauna, camping, or farming, so obviously I’m not looking to brush up on my areas of expertise. The biggest kitchen garden I’ve worked on so far fit into my parents’ cramped suburban backyard and the most exotic vegetable we ever planted was a string bean. My idea of hiking is puffing along a beaten dirt path with clearly labeled signs and my favorite stories of “roughing it” involve going to a camp-ground that featured whirlpool tubs in the “rustic” heated cabins. I couldn’t tell you how to use a fancy piece of farming equipment if my life depended on it, and yet, I can tell you plenty about the wonderful world of farming memoirs.
I just can’t get enough of these stories of people who have turned their backs on the bland, season-suffering cities to dig their fingers, toes, and souls into the dirt to uncover a more satisfying and meaningful life. I love to hear about the brush they clear, the acres they plant, the hours and hours of pruning / picking / cleaning / shelling / canning / cooking and selling that they devote to their produce. The technical details are easily ignorable – the farming jargon, diagrams, and schematics roll past my eyes without even a blink – but I find something so comforting in the telling of these utterly different lives. I see myself identifying with these “gentlemen farmers” (as one of these memoirists once called he and his fellow farmer-writers) even though I have never once tried one of the recipes so lovingly typed out in the final chapter.
I think my “spring” love for this very specific genre can be summed up in a very specific story. Jim Minick in The Blueberry Years reflects about the many people who came to his pick-your-own organic blueberry farm and what the bushes mean to the masses. In one of his many short chapters, Minick writes about (what seems to be his favorite story) a mother who shows up early one day in the family sedan, breathing in the country air with eager lungs. She explains to Jim that she drove her young daughter from several states away to his rural Virginia farm so she could have the chance to live out her favorite book – Blueberries for Sal. He expected them to last quite a while but was surprised when they simply delighted in spending a few minutes losing themselves into this sweet little acreage. It was enough for them to have a few blueberries, take a few pictures (sans bears), and head back home enriched by the “farm life” with their imagination to fill in the rest.
Just like that little girl, it’s enough for me to head outside, read a few chapters about rich farmland, grade a few papers, listen to a few birds chirp and be enriched. Right now, I don’t have the time or the inclination to fully grasp at this lifestyle, but my creativity can push me out of the suburban landscape into the world of bountiful acres and open sky. After all, in the first signs of spring, what could be better than having the best of the natural / thinking world to fill in my own green space? As long as I don’t get a farmer’s tan from my lounge-chair plowing, I’ll be perfectly happy; right after I finish this grading…
I really wanted to start a small vegetable garden in my backyard (now that I have one). I think there's something wholly satisfying in growing your own food. I also think it's a very healthy lifestyle, especially if you do it organically. My problem is not having the time and money to invest in it right now. But that small backyard garden is as country as I can get. I think it's interesting that in our modern lifestyles we tend to romanticize the "simpler" life, which is why I think it's almost more satisfying to just live it in the imagination as you say...The reality, for me at least, would be a little disappointing. But it's the same way that I sensationalize the Tudor period or long for England in the 1800s, walking with Darcy. If I ever were to truly go back, I don't think I would enjoy it as much as I do in my imagination. Mostly because I wouldn't have any rights and I would most likely die in childbirth.
ReplyDeleteLovely post by the way. It got into the high 70s today, so it match my springy mood. :)
ReplyDeleteaww thanks! :)
ReplyDeleteHooray for good weather!
I can totally identify with what you're saying. Like you, I find the outdoors and the simple lifestyle that can be associated with it very comforting to read about and imagine. Although I love taking hikes and walks, and greatly appreciate the beauty and awesomeness of nature (so necessary for the soul!), it's difficult for me to become completely immersed in it. I kill all bugs that enter my household, find the idea of camping outside overnight in the woods too uncomfortable, don't like being dirty, etc. At the same time, I don't think my (our!) appreciation for it is any less because of this separation; it's pure and genuine in its own right.
ReplyDeleteLike Wollstonecraft, I love the idea of backyard gardens; I think people can soundly benefit from any level of "country" that meets their modern lifestyle. It seems that people/organizations are making more of an effort to expose children to veggie gardens and such, and in doing so, are making them better appreciate or understand the food that they put into their bodies in hopes that they become healthier, less overweight, and move away from foods filled with preservatives. Your thoughts reminded me of this specific effort; so, being somewhat in touch with nature and its "dirt" is meaningful not only because of the comfort it provides, but also because of the awareness and healthy lifestyle it can promote!